I am feeling uneasy.

This is because I’m pretty sure a good friend is angry with me. As far as I know, it’s not just being annoyed, or frustrated, I think I may have warranted a full-on “I’m actually pissed at Rachel.” Thing is, I’m not exactly how this happened, or if I even legitimately deserve it, but it still makes me feel uneasy and nervous. Knowing that people are less-than-satisfied with me makes me feel disappointed in myself, and even though I have a grocery-list of things that need to be done, I can’t focus for long enough to read through the entire list.

I really need to grow a tougher skin in this department. OR I need to never find myself in these situations. Either way, I need to go to sleep, Reader. Sorry that these past few entries have been so angry and morose.

On the bright side, I have four classes back-to-back tomorrow. Oh, wait, what? Oh right, class tomorrow = not bright side. I’ll give you a snippet of my plans this week:

Monday:

-Econ Homework due
-Study Accounting
-Prepare for interview

Tuesday:

-Interview with Northwestern Mutual
-Accounting Exam
-MIS Crap due tomorrow.

Wednesday:

-Career Fair
-Study for Stat Exam
-Prepare for Interview

Thursday:

-Interview with Aegon Financial group
-Stat Exam
-More MIS Crap due tomorrow
-Go home (!!!)

This is going to be a mean and angry week. And it is 5:30 AM and I’m still awake. Yes, it definitely will be a mean and angry week. Reader, send me mail? :).

LOVE,

Rachel

P.S. Don’t you like the title of this entry? WAWA? Sounds kind of like crying… So appropriate for this week’s theme.